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Being walked out on right before valitines day and not knowing what went wrong. The relationship in my opinion was solid, we got along perfect, no fights, positve people just incrediable but aftre discovering this Late after work I've been beside myself, can't sleep, haven't ate for 5 days I am still lost in all of it.The only thing I might of done was beat her to the punch with doing the chores around the house but she was always beating me to them. She was a really good girl, love of my life.I have no one to talk to so I have to do things like this to get it off my cheast. I don't go out, not a drunk, always showing I care, not apusive, but maybe it was just all the bills and she felt like she was doing it all on her own, I don't know.